“Life is full of beauty. Notice it. Notice the bumble bee, the small child, and the smiling faces. Smell the rain, and feel the wind. Live your life to the fullest potential, and fight for your dreams.” says Sally Love the first day i have ever met her at the YMCA camp . She is a very wise girl that everyone seems to go to. She's a smarty pants maybe even to smart for me. She has the long blonde straight hair about 5'3 skinny and has the nerdy glasses that suit her very well.She always talks to me and i don't know why. I'm ugly , not smart 6' and don't dress like what she does at all . I don't fit in to well i just moved here from Prince Edward Island. Roy is my name and the only child in our family.I don't fit in well with beauty like others . Ever since my parents were young my great great aunt had put a curse on the 2nd baby boy born in our family , lucky me i had to be the 2nd born boy.I suffer scares all over my body . Tattoos that i don't know what they mean chunks of skin out of my skin and no hair on my body. Let's just says i'm an ugly i'm 16 now and living in hell my whole life. Beauty isn't something that comes and goes for me i got per ugliness. My dad made me move into a house alone were i have a blind man that home school because i'm to scared to go to school nore does my dad want me to go there anyways he is to embarrassed. Sometimes i will go to the YMCA camp were i had met sally but only people will dissablities go there.I only go there to clear my head or to see sally sometimes.I have only met my mother once when i was 5 years old before i started to become this "thing". I'll never forget though's words that came out of her mouth  the day she lefted me , " The future belongs to who believe in beauty of their dreams".I never believed it because i always thought "How am i suppose to be beautiful or handsome when looking like a walking creature that Nobody will ever love". I dream everyday that this "thing" will just go away and some beauty will peak out inside of me,but it hasn't or ever will. This month i had turned 16 i made a wish that id become beautiful and someone will love me again. Sally had made me a cake and when i blew out the candles and wished upon a star , i could feel something different in me. Don't know if it was the wisdom from Sally all the time or if it was faith. After awhile nothing had changed i still had my scares , tattoos and no hair. Finally i gave up and said to my self "I'm beautiful in my own way ". I realized i had a amazing life , amazing people in my life . Brett hemmer the blind man , Suzie Mckay my made and Sally love my only bestfriend . I found the person deep inside me that didn't care what i looked like or cared what people thought of me. I knew i looked bad on the outside  but i have people that love me  for the inside and that makes a beautiful thing in this world.